beauty & destruction

here’s me wishing i left sooner

so i could save myself a world of pain

wish i never knew you

so maybe right now i’d be okay

did you see me from afar & think to yourself,

“she seems pure & sweet,

let me come in & destroy this beauty”

it seems, oh it seems like that just might be it

it would make a world of sense

if your intentions from the beginning were to cause suffering

truly truly i tell you

i would rather that be the case

for if you came into my life with pure intentions

intentions to love & to cherish

i would be most confused

for all i knew from you was suffering

allow me to understand

please aid me in this matter

how could it be you saw a gorgeous flower

which you plucked from the peaceful ground she rested on

& stomped on her until she bled

suffocated her until she had no more breath

made her look in the blurry mirror with the hottest of tears escaping her beautiful eyes

eyes that once shone light

now had deepened with fury & rage

you took something so beautiful & broke it

i had to rebuild myself so tenderly with love you never showed me

i owe it all to me

it is with great pride & joy that i pronounce you absolutely dead to me

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