Goddess

i deserve better

in every aspect

in every way

simply for being who i am

with the heart i hold

the mind i possess

unfortunately, there is no one doing it like me

people are too quick to be fake,

petty, jealous, iffy, disloyal, dishonest

haven’t u heard?

a friend to all is a friend to none

& u are not my friend

sorry to myself for not accepting it sooner

but i do now, full-heartedly

this is the year of seeing the truth & not wasting any time getting rid of u

i will never let anyone show me who they are twice anymore

i am leveling up in a plethora of ways, u cannot accompany me

u will drag me down, keep me from my future

from my deserved & desired life

i would rather be alone & at peace than in the company of fake ass bitches

…

yes, it gets lonely

i love myself, i find my mind so intriguing

my company is magical & a gift

but even then, of course i desire the company of others sometimes

i want loyal, loving, & genuine friendship & communion

apparently, that is too much to ask for

most people are weird, sad to accept

i steer clear of weird, negative energy

i do not need it in my life

in your own words “u are too peaceful, i didn’t wanna bother u”

well, u shouldn’t have

should’ve left me so very alone

but u are too intrigued, huh?

yes, i have that effect

& it is not for u to come & experience

maybe u benefit, but i do not

…

jealousy never moves me

u envy in me something u believe u lack

intimidated, threatened, or both

i was just myself

if u knew me at all u would know i’m a girl’s girl through & through

& i want us all to win

if u weren’t so blinded by ur jealousy, u may have seen that

if u weren’t so consumed by the desire so many have for me, u may have noticed i am so sweet

but maybe u just want me

or to be me

i don’t know, that is for u to figure out & leave me alone