Goddess

even flowers are delicate & soft

they are a marvel to gaze upon

all the different colors & shapes

they attract such admiration

yet they are sensitive

some are so fragile they require careful handling

however, we do not blame the flowers

we simply handle them with care

& blame ourselves for their mishandling

so what if i am more sensitive than the average person?

so what if i cry more easily & frequently than others?

what a gift to physically be unable to hold back tears

& feel all my emotions, heart on my sleeve

i have been blamed, shamed, & called crazy

yet we do not call flowers crazy for their being

it all depends on how u treat them, if they shall remain beautiful & pretty

or if they shall crumble

we do not blame or shame them either

we just move differently

i would rather this life than that of an unfeeling, cold, malicious being

is it truly difficult to feel all things at such great lengths & depths,

but honestly i prefer it over having a hardened heart

or even simply feelings things more surface-level

what a hell it seems

as a writer, poet, artist, & singer, i could never imagine

my emotions & feelings fuel me

they are what make my art so great

see because i do not only feel tough things deeply, i feel the good deeply as well

so when i am happy, there is not a feeling in the world that can compare

i throw myself into a laugh

smile so bright my face starts to hurt

sweet things touch my heart & move me

when i am in love, it is the most beautiful sight to see

i feel it throughout my entire body

& it makes me an even better lover

i see magic everywhere, & especially within

& i am so sorry i ever made anyone make me feel like i was too much for being this way