7:30 a.m.
that is the time i set my alarm
i technically don’y need to be up until 8
i could even get by with 8:30 or 9 if i’m feeling bold
but today i decided to set it for 7:30
rolled out of bed at 7:35
by 7:55, i was sitting here at my writing area
in the last 20 minutes~
i wet my face
prepared my morning tea
lit my candles
stretched
overall, not many things
but you see, i am tired
so, i am moving at a slower pace
well, that is what the extra 30 minutes were for
so that i may take my time even more
i realized that 8 was fine, but i was still in a bit of a rush
now this way i can have more peace of mind
maybe i could even work up to a 7 a.m. rising
i could get a soothing shower or bath in
instead of just the one from last night
i could make a lovely breakfast
hmmm, i am tempted
…
writing in the mornings has become a ritual for me
whether on days off or busier days
i make time to write within the first 30 minutes of waking
it is how i set my footing in the world
how i signal to my day “i am ready“
it is how i ground my sacred energy
writing is like breathing for me
if i am not expressing myself through written words,
who am i?
…
for those who know me, they know i am not a morning person
i am a night owl through & through
but the art of a morning rise is a necessity sometimes
& there is something, well very many things,
about those quiet morning hours
that time to yourself before you engage with the world
before you have spoken to a single soul
uttered any words
simply quiet
unbeatable
make it last even longer
i change my alarm to 7 a.m. for thursday
i shall circle back on how it feels
but for now, it is 8:15 & i still have plenty of time before i begin my makeup
how sweet
perhaps some yoga, coffee, or more writing
i decide, it is up to me
~ signed, a night owl

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