is perfection what love truly requires?
acceptance & even admiration, i say,
of your truest form,
whatever that may be on any given day,
is the truest of loves
& the only love i would dare open my heart to again
meet me there
or do not meet me at all
…
what we pick apart in ourselves
others pay no mind,
do not notice,
or simply love it about you
for every flaw you believe you have,
there are 5 more beautiful things about you
always remember that
the beauty outweighing every flaw
every single time
…
the mirror shines back some fear to me
what will they think?
no one but yourself
is thinking about those flaws, dear
do we not all have one or two,
perhaps even more,
things about ourselves we desperately wish we could change?
what if the hack,
even the purpose,
is to learn to live with them, boldly?
to choose instead to be brave
& let the world see us anyway
when what we truly want is to run & hide…
you are still as much deserving of love then
as you are when you believe everything about you is perfect
perfection is merely a facade
why not spend that time
that you spend on reaching for such perfection
on the things you actually enjoy?
those passions that bring you such joy?
i would even dare say joy & peace are the perfections in life we should seek
above all else
…
i almost hid today
if i can be open with you
if i told you the flaw that almost caused me to
you may chuckle
i would not take offense
it is such a common flaw
a human experience
dare i forget i am a spiritual being living the human condition?
i hold myself to such high regards
i don’t even expect others to attain
maybe it’s okay
i am learning, after all
isn’t love unconditional?
even throughout my shortcomings
of amnesia, worthless pursuits, & self~judgement,
i choose true self~love
the love i deserve, on any given day
whether i believe myself to be worthy of it
but especially not

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