my freedom
my release in this moment
oh, how i thank my lucky skies!
that you are nothing like me
& i nothing like you
so very true
you’ll never see the world the way i see her
i see this magic everywhere
in everything
you’ll never hear music the way i hear it
i feel it deep in my body as i listen
music videos i conjured up playing in my brain like a film
cierro los ojos
y imagino cositas tan lindas
bellas, lleno de amor
my heart
so pure
my light
so bright
your presence in my life didn’t snuff it out for good
even you don’t have that kind of power
& now that i am of rid you, it shines even brighter
now that i am healed from you, more beautiful thoughts form in my mind
to higher places they go
my voice more clear
riffs roll right off the tongue
my words more eloquent & sincere
they flow more effortlessly than ever
my space more peaceful & serene
my soul rests here
no longer afraid
you were a lesson
this i know all too well
one that showed me what life would be like
what i would have to give up, let go of, & forget about
if i kept you forever
the price was too high
my happiness & livelihood suffered
no longer
i could never give that kind of power away again
i called it back to me
my desire to create has returned
it is my second nature
my art, limitless
it knows no bounds
i am an artist
i shall do what artists do

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