Tag: happiness
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hold me
they say grief is love enduring not only do we grieve those lost to us through death, we grieve the loss of a presence who is very much alive yet might as well be dead to us the love part, well… how can we love something that hurt us in deep ways? perhaps i cannot, but…
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live again
with luck, i shall live again what i once felt, maybe i shall feel again or something brand new i don’t want a single thing that mirrors my past no, let me never go back to how it once was i have worked too hard to get away let me step forward in this threshold…
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source of love
perhaps i have been too nice & this has allowed them to treat me how they desire i am so sorry to me they must think me weak i have to stop that all at once withhold my love & support not give it out as a reward for poor behavior we are all going…
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glorious reunion
do u think the bare minimum impresses me? do u truly think it will be enough? i laugh in the face of performative love the theatrics of it all it is most definitely amusing i have seen it all, & i am no longer inspired or swayed everyone is just like the last this world’s…
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ten cuidado
i took this photo in Spain & edited it myself. love the connection between that photo & the words i am writing in this poem about making it big. it says a lot about my talents, my travels~ that i have been to such amazing places, & my self~belief. anything is possible for me. &…
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Greek Goddess//888
moisturized & hydrated released & let go actualized how would u act if the only thing people could see when they looked at u was your soul? your light, your aura, your heart beauty does not come from the outer, but from within a gorgeous truth, it is taking some time to let it sit i…
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tearful affirmations
i am beautiful simply because i exist not because of my size or the number on a scale i am beautiful simply for being alive not because others have deemed me as such i am beautiful simply because i breathe not because of the way i style my hair … i am gorgeous because of my…
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night owl
7:30 a.m. that is the time i set my alarm i technically don’y need to be up until 8 i could even get by with 8:30 or 9 if i’m feeling bold but today i decided to set it for 7:30 rolled out of bed at 7:35 by 7:55, i was sitting here at my…
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cancer moon
i know no other way to be my chart is so unique to feel everything so deep even in my bones how mystique walking into rooms i can feel the energy maybe there are those who envy they ponder, how could this be? explain it to me is it some magic trick? were they born…
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turned horror
what’s on my mind & heart today? i had a hard time sleeping last night but i am up for class my body woke me up at 7:30 a.m. because she knew i wanted to get up at that time even earlier actually i value my morning time before i meet the world however, i…
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fairies
i saw a fairy my candle burned in just the right ways to form a beautiful figure with wings a fairy once proclaimed to me a vision entrusted upon them saw me with the most beautiful wings my journey began my first journal full of fairies a prophecy yes i have seen fairies in the…
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dreamers
let my tears be my only companion i shall await the next sunrise it is sure to come, though it may take a while do the ebbs & flows ever knock you down? do you feel it in your soul, the pains of hollow? 2/22, an angel number most likely here to remind me to…
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the day i almost forgot
i woke up today & my first thought was i wonder what time it is 10:45 a glorious time to rise on a day off not my best sleep last night but tonight will be so much better let’s see… no assignments due, therapy later at 3:30, lovely ~ i cannot wait i am thinking…
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perfection
is perfection what love truly requires? acceptance & even admiration, i say, of your truest form, whatever that may be on any given day, is the truest of loves & the only love i would dare open my heart to again meet me there or do not meet me at all … what we pick…
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222
can you trust you will be guided? & that the timing unfolds perfectly? … 222 twice in 2 minutes a sign, this must be other plans fell through i am on my way to the beach already feels like april & it is only february as i walk, i take my time the sun is…
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this i know
the weather is clearing up now i am hearing birds it is almost spring let the transition pass quickly onwards to summer that i may feel no pain & not be consumed by the memories no, that isn’t right this i know … going on five months in five days & i am still grieving…
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happier days
& even when times feel bleak, i shall remember there were good days … even when the darkness consumes me & seems to snuff out all the light, i shall remember that the light once shone so bright i couldn’t contain my happy smile … even when grief washes over me like a wave in an…
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romance
today, i do things a bit differently i move slower & more romantically i flutter my eyes open & paint a pretty smile on my face stretch lovingly signaling to my nervous system “we are safe” i want to be soft today & operate from my divine feminine energy i start my morning coffee & take my sweet time…
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llueve
holding myself while it rains & when it rains, it pours the rain is unforgiving it will cleanse but you cannot escape its effects the pain worsens the rain magnifies it i hold myself even tighter who else will? … heartache is love with nowhere safe to land it feels scary herelike a desolate wasteland i…
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written in the stars
several sips of my coffee later, taking deep breaths, almost sighs i await… & keep waiting for things to stay the same, seemingly so but i feel i am on the verge of something everything seems the same, yet it also feels different somehow i cannot explain why does it feel like i am on…
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so in love
love finds you in the pouring rain eyes closed mind open ascending crown baptized something made new i am the magician you are the magic wielding you perfection
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to be a woman
awaiting, sometimes despairing will things stay the same? alone-some, never true i feel trapped in my reality extra sweetener in my coffee today in need of it it is natural, i say the heat dancing off the surface of my cafecito dancing stars off my peripheral but they are just my candles my lunar wax…
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simple
it is not that simple i knew i did not deserve that treatment everything in me rebelled it warned me, tried to protect me, shielded me i communicated fervently, spoke up i wanted different the glimpses of a safe love i saw & felt in the beginning couldn’t that have lasted? once the treatment changed,…
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wedding bells
what is love? it is to listen to your partner whenever anything ails them & never blaming them for how they feel what is love? it is to hold them through whatever may transpire especially dire circumstances what is love? it is to choose & be chosen at all times certainly when it may feel…
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light as air
it is true what they say u do wake up one day, & the pain doesn’t hit the same anymore slowly but surely my days have only but improved i am awaking with peace & hope no longer torment or a hole in my heart i stop & smell flowers take a bouquet home enjoy…
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flower
even flowers are delicate & soft they are a marvel to gaze upon all the different colors & shapes they attract such admiration yet they are sensitive some are so fragile they require careful handling however, we do not blame the flowers we simply handle them with care & blame ourselves for their mishandling so…
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leave me lonely
i deserve better in every aspect in every way simply for being who i am with the heart i hold the mind i possess unfortunately, there is no one doing it like me people are too quick to be fake, petty, jealous, iffy, disloyal, dishonest haven’t u heard? a friend to all is a friend…
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pretty lies
oddest of dreams last night my soft waking sound saved me at just the right time in the middle of a bad date she raised her voice at me demanded to see my phone when i would never hide anything from my partner would have gladly shown her if it wasn’t the first date what…
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vast & endless
disappointments left & right or i simply held too high of hopes expecting bare minimum & human decency apparently that is too much in this world knowing exactly who i am & the worth i possess no, it does not save u from being let down, mislead & confused maybe it increases it, for i…
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renewed
i remember as a child feeling such excitement for the first day of school i would never be able to sleep the night before i loved going to school & learning over the years the happiness about it dwindled slowly it became a drudge to go this was when bullies & mean kids entered the…
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te amo, mi vida
morning skies, morning rise luis miguel’s Romance on the record player a stretch to begin my day coffee’s been brewed, the smell enriches my home mi cafecito con leche y azúcar in hand the candles have all been lit, spritzed the sweet pink perfume skincare has been laid softly on my beautiful skin skin so…
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15 minutes
that old apple watch u gave me, u know~ the one your ex gifted u & u didn’t bother telling me until months later~ yeah, i went & traded it in & got me something newer & better just like i did u i traded u in for my peace, my life, my happiness i got…
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first kiss
nothing like the feeling of the first time your lips meet we were always destined to meet this way & be in this moment where u want things to last forever separating just for long enough to admire her smile then locking our lips once again the minutes turn to hours & it is never…
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be still
the art of being right here feels like an in-between in between worlds, realities, happenings the stillness almost discomforting it surrounds me the quiet, the nothingness is this what peace feels like? finally there is no one to torment me to take me from this place to tell me who i am not i almost…
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truest love
what a life i have lived that i can say i have loved, & that i have loved deeply that i cared even deeper so much so others’ burdens became my own what they felt, i felt even more out of true love i never do anything half-way i give it my all, my entire…
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linger
i burned all ur love letters i threw away the gifts any leftover remnants of u all the photos & messages gone forever i may have left u 4 months ago but u lingered for a while don’t let it get to ur head, ur nothing special just the first person to show me that…
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ocean
en la noche the memories haunt me the most when the world is still the thoughts come in & they linger they swirl around my mind like dancing stars yet they feel heavy like a darkness engulfing me … me duele el alma i have to forget your face your smile tattooed into my brain…
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protection//redirection
i spritz my sweet versace perfume i anoint my palms with protection oil i light these candles under the new moon i gaze into a photo of Athena in the most beautiful pink frame this is her altar, after all roses & flowers all around a mirror to see my beauty lip glosses & oils,…
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good luck
i hope u think about me when u see the color pink i hope u think about me when u hear a kali uchis song & that you can’t get me out of your head i hope u think about me when u feel emotions arise within your body knowing i taught u it was okay…
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sealed
it is written in her bones etched into the very fabric of her being the stardust in her dns even speaks of it she couldn’t outrun this purpose if she tried … long ago, before she was born a prophecy foretold of a girl who would rise from a seemingly normal upbringing & she would be a woman of nations a…
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escape
detrimental to my livelihood a suffering most times when will my life find me? when will i feel whole inside? because all i know is this hole in my heart this rip in the fabric of my soul a taint in my spirit that reminds me daily it never rests it won’t seem to leave…
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honey honey
smooth and silky my voice drips honey honey that sooths the soul heals the world come into my fortress be healed and leave free experience what true love is my mind, how can it be fulfill your life’s mission to know love i am the very essence of love yet you claim not to know…
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winners and Losers
in life it seems there are either winners or losers those who gain or those who lose my soul met yours & believed it gained saw a connection & thought this was it you gained a beauty you won at life when i entered little did i know you were another lesson not a forever love…
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amándome y encontrándome
igualita como soy quiero siempre estar encontrar quien soy yo cuando nadie más me ve solita yo en mi cuarto feliz haciendo mi maquillaje yo misma me entiendo yo me acepto como nadie más como voy esperar que me amen correcto si yo misma soy perfecta gracias a Diosa soy bella mi mente linda mi…
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swan
I saw your face once again a beautiful tan complexion with deep brown eyes beautiful lips and a warm smile still just as beautiful if not more the love I felt for you long ago came rushing back to my soul it was all dream-like as if I was meeting you again for the very…
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centered
something can be learned from anything you go through. it takes a wise mind to slow down just enough to tune into higher frequencies. and not give up. what almost took my life taught me self-love and patience. i catch glimpses of a future yet to be born. i remain in the present fulfilling my…
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tea
a woman so defiantly herself can be threatening to know she does not need anything of you only herself can be frightening head held high eyes of fury she faces the world unapologetically her hair her crown her poise illuminating her skin like silk the clothes hanging on her effortless body mesmerizing the tapestry that…
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diosita
you’re the reason my journey began the thing i most wanted in this world above plans & dreams you were my meant to be that never was and heartbroken i lay on the floor of my first bedroom apartment away from prying eyes and dear sorrows together is what we never became am i the…
Goddess 