in the present
i reside
no longer drawn
to what’s left behind
with trust & peace
all of it, i’ve released
it’s the only way to be
it’s the only way i’ll survive
in this life
i’m ready to thrive
please never lie
to me
i would never do that to you
you see
we’re two different souls
& see things differently
i would never shame you for that
i know the way things go
the truth i will always uphold
when you hate me,
you really hate yourself
i used to feel sadness for her
i did pity her
indifference is my new motto
equanimity, it’s all the same
for your actions, do you feel shame?
be kind to karma
it’s never a game
sigh…
in this dance of life
you get pushed & pulled
all kinds of directions
you must keep up
they say
what if i create my own
move to my own rhythm
find my own beat
what could they do to me?
what would it cost me to truly just be me?
their words roll of my back
for too long i’ve felt very deeply
i want things lighter now
i change the tune of my frequency
set my sights higher
than one could ever see
i look upon your face
i see the love you have for me
can i rest on your chest
& fall asleep to your heartbeat?
leading me to sweeter dreams
& sweeter things than
i’ve ever known
may this last forever
as we remain one, together
it could’ve been whenever
but we chose now
under this ever~changing weather,
your vows will you keep?
i experience myself in you
my mirror
i hope you’ll always be
my june baby
the blues left me
“be mine?”
i said, “maybe”
playing it cool
as if your arrival i haven’t hoped for
the clock reads 4:44
for the record
you’re the one i most adore

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