Goddess

i go to bed 

thinking it’ll rain

then i wake up 

& i realize nothing’s changed

if there’s one thing you can count on in this life 

it’s pain

hits us all differently, but it hurts just the same

recounting the memories

makes my heart ache

yet i find myself hitting replay

start from the beginning

let myself be immersed in the symphonies

of what our love used to be

no other source of safety

i’ll lay here silently

while my heart is still somehow beating

it hurts to keep on breathing

all the lies i believed

the love was fleeting

are u even listening

tell me someone’s listening