Category: blog
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silk violet
what is love if not the entire essence of her soul? and the mere existence & experience of it is life-altering.
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winners and Losers
in life it seems there are either winners or losers those who gain or those who lose my soul met yours & believed it gained saw a connection & thought this was it you gained a beauty you won at life when i entered little did i know you were another lesson not a forever love…
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i shall heal
it is a must it is a given that i grow from this that one day i wake up no longer with this ache this heavy pain in my heart light of my life where hast thou gone? come back at once that i may heal come back as of now so i may flourish…
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goodbye
as my final act of love, i’ll let you go not love for you, but for myself i’ll free myself of your deathly grasp, your hurt, your pain your inner war became my trauma and i haven’t felt peace in a long time haven’t known what it’s like to be just okay in too long…
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amándome y encontrándome
igualita como soy quiero siempre estar encontrar quien soy yo cuando nadie más me ve solita yo en mi cuarto feliz haciendo mi maquillaje yo misma me entiendo yo me acepto como nadie más como voy esperar que me amen correcto si yo misma soy perfecta gracias a Diosa soy bella mi mente linda mi…
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new
the date changed to 2025 yet things are as bleak as ever the trees remain barren the sun remains hidden flowers are nowhere to be found perhaps this isn’t the beginning during spring the rains come they renew the land help plants grow invite back creatures we lost in the winter that is more of…
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i am
to be seen is to be heard to be held is to be loved and i am loved arms around my soul always protected my spirit dipped in gold shining diamonds & rubies freely singing & dancing with the current of the waves my voice no longer contained i can speak again unafraid & no…
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dolor
hurt beyond words pain that lasts a lifetime how much longer will it last i bear it another day to hopefully see it pass those who gave me life took it away just the same yearning to be seen yet burned my their eyes vulnerable to a tee yet lonely all the time • •…
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try
it is exhausting & fruitless to try to try being understood to try being accepted to try being loved sometimes no matter what you do, it will never be enough it will never be enough for the wrong people scouring the planet & the ends of the earth for just an ounce of love in return…
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beauty & destruction
here’s me wishing i left sooner so i could save myself a world of pain wish i never knew you so maybe right now i’d be okay did you see me from afar & think to yourself, “she seems pure & sweet, let me come in & destroy this beauty” it seems, oh it seems…
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ashes to glory
unfortunately, we never met not ever, not truly what you saw, you condemned you rejected wholeheartedly with the coldest of hearts because you reject your own depths hate your own truest self … my very first love & yet it was not true love for if it was true, it would have been life-giving fulfilling,…
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affinity to you
blindsided by my care & affection for you it’s like an affinity to you there’s been no one else but you through my mind runs the thoughts i have of you i go to sleep enter my dreams & i see you even in my nightmares you are there too there to protect me i…
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444
surrounded & protected now & always i have never been without my angels have always been by my side from the moment i was born until now forever will i be guided forever loved & valued for they chose to aid me in this life before i was even born my spirit team appointed to…
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333
3 months since i walked away i cannot thank myself enough a lover girl down to the bone but i must first love myself being with you was self-hatred i could no longer deny myself that way i betrayed myself by joining partnership with the likes of you someone who never deserved everything i am…
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no love like mine
it is love i want so it is love i seek a fruitless journey so it has seemed for the love i seek is me a love like no other i have met my shadow deep seen & accepted is she of course no other love could compare to the love i give me many…
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forever enthralled
i am other-worldly out of this realm & i don’t mean that in a conceited way i mean that in a soul manner was i even meant to be born here? maybe i was but i was never meant to fit in born to stand out i think in different ways i sound different i…
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honey honey
smooth and silky my voice drips honey honey that sooths the soul heals the world come into my fortress be healed and leave free experience what true love is my mind, how can it be fulfill your life’s mission to know love i am the very essence of love yet you claim not to know…
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all is fair in love & war
si nuestro amor fue verdadero te dijera que devuelves que estés con migo pero al fin te dejé y me encontré no podemos amarnos en esta vida y ya lo acepté amarte era una batalla y te sobreviví por fin gané me amo y nunca más me iré no te conoces no sabes amar y…
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555
i’m my favorite company time with her is so sweet she has all the answers i seek it’s magical here my dreams are closer than i think i can feel the ripples of a time not yet conceived but it is to be believed i see the traces all around me the 4d bleeding into…
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bendecida
“todo tiene solución” decía mi mamá it takes a wise mind to slow down just enough to tune into higher frequencies and not give up what almost took my life taught me self-love and patience i catch glimpses of a future yet to be born reminiscing on a time that does not yet exist i…
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burn
why am i always the girl betrayed always the after-thought the second choice yet never the first the one to be desired most i’m wanted by many yet pursued by none as if i’m not worth more than diamonds than rubies and gold combined deserving of the moon and the light she shines unworthy are…
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swan
I saw your face once again a beautiful tan complexion with deep brown eyes beautiful lips and a warm smile still just as beautiful if not more the love I felt for you long ago came rushing back to my soul it was all dream-like as if I was meeting you again for the very…
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maquillaje
ya lloré y me calmé él dolor fuera de mí me tomé un cafecito para dormir profundo agarre my librito y me puse a leer para escapar este mundo tan dúro nunca hubiera nacido aquí mi energia es muy preciosa mi amor no es para todos solo para mí sigo buscando en dónde descansar en tú corazon sera pero…
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within then without
i can be nothing to no one if i do not first take care of me i have gotten quite used to putting other’s above myself their feelings, their reality, their everything in my search of love & acceptance, i lost myself in search of validation & remembrance, i gave in i allowed their values…
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what if she’s my lover?
i once met someone who i thought would become my wife, only i was foolish quick to believe love happens like in the movies it might, but not for me at least not quite yet truth is if she had been the one i wouldn’t have been ready the more i progress in this healing…
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The Moon’s Favorite Daughter
thunderstorms and sunless skies she took her hand, placed it in mine butterflies loving energy and a vibrant light in the darkness of the night the moon shines divine purest magic she walks on water dances on the seas with the touch of her hand the waves bow to me consumed with love in the…
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centered
something can be learned from anything you go through. it takes a wise mind to slow down just enough to tune into higher frequencies. and not give up. what almost took my life taught me self-love and patience. i catch glimpses of a future yet to be born. i remain in the present fulfilling my…
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tea
a woman so defiantly herself can be threatening to know she does not need anything of you only herself can be frightening head held high eyes of fury she faces the world unapologetically her hair her crown her poise illuminating her skin like silk the clothes hanging on her effortless body mesmerizing the tapestry that…
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diosita
you’re the reason my journey began the thing i most wanted in this world above plans & dreams you were my meant to be that never was and heartbroken i lay on the floor of my first bedroom apartment away from prying eyes and dear sorrows together is what we never became am i the…
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solo travels for the brave
I’ve solo traveled quite a lot within the last 2 years. I’ve met all kinds of people, tried learning all kinds of languages, and had so many types of foods. It’s been a unique and interesting experience. However, it has not been easy. Like many people say, you learn a lot about yourself as…
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new beginnings
Here’s the thing… I’m on my 9th life. I have lived so many lives that I try to just leave behind and even thinking about them makes me want to throw up. I have lived a lot of life for a 23-year-old. Yeah, I may be young, but I am what they call an “old soul.”…
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abundance
a life of luxury is all mine i hold the power within me is all the magic i require to create the life of my dreams the dreams i’ve held as a child i’ve carried all my life knowing exactly what i wanted how i wanted it always knowing i was worthy and deserving i…
Goddess 